The real bound between unrelated saturday afternoon thoughts.
Saturday, 03/23/02 - 5:00 pm.

I'm a psycho. I'm a fuckin' psycho. The guy didn't go to school because he was sick, not because he left the country. I'm fuckin' paranoid.

But hey, I didn't leave out the possibility that he'd be sick. So...there.

I want to win an Oscar. I-want-an-Oscar.

On E!, the Oscars is all they talk about. Fun. I could give my take on the possible winners, but from all the movies, actors, actresses, support cast, directors and such nominated, I'm only aware of The Lord Of The Rings and the three nominated for Best Animated Film (Shrek, Jimmy Neutron & Monters Inc.), since those are the only ones I've seen. Sucks to be me.

ad maiorem Dei gloriam, or A.M.D.G.. It's the "slogan" of the Company Of Jesus. It's totally unrelated to everything right now.

Yesterday I was home alone. I had supper alone, I went to bed at 11:30 p.m. and I woke up at 7:00 a.m.. And there was no one else at home. Sweet. I turned up my stereo, I put some Aerosmith on throughout the whole night (the train kept a rollin'...ALL NIGHT LONG!) and part of the morning.....Ok, I wasn't completely alone. Frog was with me. Uh, well, that's like being alone twice (Aawww, I love her).

Ok, the guy. He's sick and yes, he didn't go to school. I told him I felt something was missing in the BKB court yesterday. Oh, yeah...that'd be me. No sex talk, surprisingly. He was indeed sick. He has to stay home the whole vacation because of his disease and he's bummed about it. Yeah, well, I'd thought of *cough*invitinghim*cough* so maybe I should say his sickness comes in handy. I deserve some credit, though: maybe I should invite him over is always followed by a Donatell-esque what for?.

By Donatell-esque I mean Donatello. Hello? The Ninja Turtle? Yes, him. On the second movie, they're eating pizza in April's kitchen and she goes: I'll get you some napkins...and Donatello (and another one, I don't remember who) asks innocently: what for?. Aaaawwww. "I'm proud to be a ninja turtle".

So, that's pretty much it. I really don't feel like taking risks for him. You're "not capable of taking risks for him"?....and you say you're in love with him? you call that love?, a voice in my head inquires.

Ye'h. It's kind of complicated. I love him. But I do have self-esteem, and I'm not selling out. Let me explain...he might come over, but only for sexual reasons. I'm not inviting him over for sex...although, *ahem*...you know, if I invite him it's because I want to see him (see him, not his "friend", ok?), it's because hearing his voice is not enough.

Speaking the truth in a raw form, I don't feel like spreading legs.

Wooorld's largest casino on the net...

*Simeon grabs yours truly by the shoulders, takes her head off the screen and shakes her whole self back and forth* What? sorry. I just got a pop-up ad on my screen.

So, I was saying...it's really not worth it. Plus, he might not even show up if I invited him. Going from one to another spot of the city just because you want to get laid it's pretty stupid and useless, unless you have some mental disorder, something the guy does not have. He's just horny, like any other teenager. I mean, it's easier to count how many teenagers have not had sex *cough*.

If I was him, I wouldn't do that. I wouldn't go from one to another place to see this girl just because I want to get laid, specially if I'm not sure I'm getting some, since she's really hard, almost impossble, to convince to do it.

Since we're on the "if I was him, I'd..." subject: if I was him, I'd fall in love with me. I'm-oh-so-charming *Simeon rolls eyes*.

I was watching Mtv's weekend: six videos of separation. It relates one band to another by placing four other artists in between and relating them to each other. The first one I saw was Blink 182 and Michael Jackson. Shame, I didn't see the four groups/singers that were relating them. I only caught Michael's video (featuring his sister), Scream. Then, oh-joyous-coincidence, it was Aerosmith's turn. From Aerosmith to a colombian band named Aterciopelados who PLAINLY SUCK.

- Aerosmith
- Pink (Steven Tyler sang on Pink's album Misundaztood).
- Bon Jovi (Richie Sambora was also featured on Pink's album ).
- Ricky Martin (Bon Jovi's "It's My Life" video was directed by the same guy who directed Martin's "Livin' La Vida Loca").
- A south-american band named La Ley (Martin sang with the lead singer, on a tribute to the Sept. 11th victims).
- La Ley's lead singer sings with the colombian band on another tribute.
End of the relating process.

So????? I still don't see a real connection. For that matter, you could relate Milli Vanilli and Kenny G.

I just found out...well, I just remembered...Denise's birthday is on september 11th. Big deal.

I'm transfering all of my e-mail contacts to my "aerosmith.mu" account, since, like I said yesterday, my log in page for my mail22 e-mail address apparently "does not exist anymore"...who knows for how long it'll be. Maybe for good. So just in case, I'm getting back to my aerosmith.mu account. Not that you care.

By the way, Michael Jackson looks like a citizen from Whoville. Scary.

And to make a bound between the first and the last paragraph of this entry: what the guy and Michael Jackson have in common is that they have nothing to do with each other.

End of transmission.

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