Two know that I want to kill myself. One says I shouldn't do it, the other one gives me more valid reasons. I shouldn't have told them.

"It'll end someday soon", he says. But he doesn't refer to my life. "It'll end someday soon", I say. And I do.

I have to keep this inside. I don't understand, neither do they. I don't know WHAT it is. I don't know WHY it is.

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